Wednesday, February 9, 2011

10th of February 2011..

I think i might be harsh on myself, and whenever i binge on over 1000 calories i will lower my GW.. hopefully this will motivate me to not binge.. Anyway, I went shopping today, bought a new scale and bought magazines.. Right now I feel like shit, I hope i'm still in the 44 kg range by tomorrow when i weigh myself.. I tried it today and it said I was around 45 kg, and I was hoping it was just from what I had ate and stuff/fluid retention.. But earlier on my mum and I went into a different store and she wanted to get those scales that weren't electronic.. >.< I hate those ones!! It was cheap and under $10, and my mum thought they were accurate.. i don't think so.. when she went on the scales it said she was 65 kg, and when i went on it said i was 41 kg.. i wish. I'm going to do some insane working out tonight and hopefully that will calm me down. Sorry that this post is all bundled up it won't let me do spaces for a new line.. I am so anxious right now it's driving me mad..  Thats all from me for now. xx